Not as good as yesterday, maybe even worse. Today I started to throw up again. Of course it’s because I tried to do too much at first. Woke up from a great night’s sleep, in, quite the cheery mood and within the hour I was down for the count. Carly came by today, and unfortunately I was too groggy to really visit. I’ve been living off these peanut butter mooed shakes from Jamba Juice. Seems to be the best thing for me right now. Lots of protein, and it helps. Other than that, I’m on Season 2 of Buffy the Vampire Slayer and I wish Brad was going to be here tomorrow, but I know he has to work. I learn breast massage tomorrow, and am not look forward to that pain. Of course Nurse Karen told me to make sure I was fully loaded. Truth be told I’m feeling depressed and a little down in the dumps. See you all soon.

im ok i feel like im going to barf everything hurts

the end

Well, I am less than 2 hours away from operation. I’m definitely a bit nervous, but for the most part I feel good and am ready to go. I’m having a little trouble getting Brad out of bed, but I imagine that once I’m through with this it won’t be too hard to get him up and going. Sadly, I didn’t get a chance to eat last night (too much running around) and I saved it for the last minute. Low and behold my time had passed. Oh well, it won’t kill me. Anyway, wish me luck! Bring on the funbags!

Yesterday Brad and I went on what seemed to be a scavenger hunt! I have all of these lists. Things to buy, things to do! It’s keeping me busy. I have to say, it is near impossible to find a 34 D bra. Seriously. We looked at Ross, WalMart and Target, finally finding one at Target. Mind you, I was looking for no underwire and had to settle with just cutting the underwire out of one. I got a comfortable zip up shirt to wear to the surgery and Saturday at the post op appointment, I also went looking for PJs that button down in the front. That was another feat overcome. I ended up finding silky PJs with owls on them in the little girls department and just bought extra large. Its very amusing. To me, at least. So with all of this said and done, going down the list, I have movies, books, my laptop, an audiobook; in other words, plenty to entertain me. Now it’s just getting everything ready, cleaning the house super well, doing the laundry, putting in my prescriptions and making a med journal. Its almost like nesting, but instead of having a baby, I’m getting boobs. Yes, that’s it, I’m boob nesting!

Yesterday was my pre-op appt. I have to say I am extremely anxious and quite nervous about the pain. Brad went with me to this appointment to help listen in and just be supportive. He’s going to be taking care of me post surgery, so it’s probably good that he hears most of this first hand. Of course they drew blood and for those who didn’t know, I’m hemophobic. I know, lame. Anyway, I was already nervous and that made it even worse. The took all the Before pictures, we tried on the implants again and I decided to go with 450cc’s. They gave me all of my prescriptions so I could fill them before hand. I apparently can no longer get supplements in my smoothies-no more trimbek and powerbek! Bummer. I have no idea how I am going to get through these next ten days. I am totally anxious!

History
I made peace with being a small-breasted woman at the age of 19. I never had any qualms with my size, and never gave augmentation a thought. Of course, then I had children, and my perky small B’s skyrocketed to small D’s. This was quite the change for me and I’m still astonished at how quickly it happened. Nevertheless, all good things must come to an end. Shortly after I finished breastfeeding my second daughter, my breasts returned to their previous size. In addition to what I had before, I now had all the extra skin to hold those small D’s. That was when I first started to research breast implants. I’ve learned a lot about breast implants over the years, and I’m here to tell you I know all the risks and definitely know what I’m getting into. This is definitely something for me! I’m not going to say my boyfriend won’t benefit, that would be silly, but I will tell you that my decision was made based on the way I feel and Brad loves me the way I am regardless of my breast size.
Doctors Appts
I went to two doctors. I know, it doesn’t seem like a lot, but the second doctor my wonderful physician Dr. Brett recommended. I was very comfortable with the doctor and his ideas when I met him and knew he would be a solid choice.
Dr. Sanders is charging me $6,900 for my augmentation. I am financing $5,900 and the rest is paid out of pocket. Some of you may remember the boob tree from my birthday! Your contributions were used well! I decided to go with a Dual Plane implant, Silicone, with an under-the-breast incision. I have also decided to go with 425cc’s. I know this sounds big, but it really isn’t! I tried on several sizes of breasts and these were the best ones for me.

You may wonder why the over abundance of information. I honestly just don’t want to get a lot of why’s? and how’s? This is my story and I’m sticking to it!

Hi, I’m Sarah Doom and this is my blog.

What do you want to know? I’m kind of a big deal…
At least my mom tells me so.
Super hero? Maybe. Doctor of the fine arts of Doom? Coming soon! Secretly watching you masturbate at night? …. That ends our About Me segment, please stay tuned for the following facts.

Well Read
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Well Fucked
Well Liked
Sometimes Loved
Almost never hated….
But that the brilliance of it all!

I have had the privilege of working at Evil Angel for almost two years now. Currently, I oversee postproduction and assist Karen and John with anything they may need. I get to work with a great group of guys who put up with my sick humor and dirty videos…I’m passing this opportunity on to you!

I’m sure you will be disappointed to hear this but the beginning of this blog will mostly be about my tits…. I know, painful isn’t it?

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